27 Jun 2005

I am in a quiet little suffering here, and I believe I will have a small pause while I am in it, a bit of patience. I am sure I will learn something, or something. It only hurts when I think about it, a self fulfilling blues, but I know not the philosophical or psychological implications of such a phenomenon. A light aching of the heart, a subconscious consideration of what might have been, and a sad wondering at how the gears of fate may turn…. I am a little lost, and I am a little found, and the pulling between the two is as a slow tear at the fabric of my soul — no, not even a tear, a tautening that plays at being ripped, but doesn’t quite. Now, sometimes I wait for the purpose of things to reveal themselves, but then, otherwhiles, I imagine that the purpose is merely to question things, and to wait, and endure the small, slow pains. Not all is grand, I think, for are there not tiny wheels that work in the machinery of destiny, too?

posted by John H. Doe @ 12:01 am

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    as though those words are singing perfectly confused tone,and the sound just gives

    me goose bump. and may I ask why you are so determined not to see what’s right in
    front of you? Great work

    Comment by pasa — 27 Jun 2005 @ 8:13 am


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    That’s just it: looking too closely to make out any details, it would seem. Thanks.

    Comment by JD — 27 Jun 2005 @ 8:34 am


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    whatever it is, i hope you find your way back to feeling better and moving from that place soon.

    Comment by Sarcomical — 27 Jun 2005 @ 9:17 pm


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    ’Sawright. ’Snuthin.

    Thank you, though.

    Comment by JD — 28 Jun 2005 @ 12:23 am

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